Today has been ok. I have been really miserable but have managed to deal with it. I ate a bowl of porridge this morning and have just had a bowl of tomato pasta which puts my intake at around 550 calories
Haven’t weighed myself yet, it’s far too cold in my bathroom to subject myself to that just yet so I am gonna spend an hour or two searching the web for thinspo. Wow, my life is really sad!
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Tried of purging. But an improvement from yesterday. This will be purge 2 with an overall binge intake of 1000 for the day. Must try better tomorrow. I have to reach my goal. My weight just isn’t going down :(
To girls who think starving yourself is okay: Even though I am a recovered anorexic for three years, I am still paying for it now. My kidneys are shit, my teeth are fragile, and my immune system is hardly functioning. So please, if you or someone you know is suffering from an eating disorder, get help now.
I would love to one day get help for my ED. I just have no idea where to start. Plus the thought of dramatically changing my routine just scares the hell out of me. Im glad you have recovered though. x
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I will reach my goal. I will be 113 lbs.
